Now that I got to meet Him, I see no need of being on this Planet. I was on Earth multiple times and he had me reincarnated(I’m an Old Soul.) I served my dues before and he wants me to do it again because I did it so well.( I was in his graduating class). There are not so many of us placed back on Earth to do his work, lead people and prepare a way for Him. He wants his followers back, they have been misled. Now that humanity is ready and is evolving.
Death has more to offer than life and if had a choice(I would kill myself). I can’t leave this Earth cowardly though. I ask him everyday to end my life repeatedly but he refuses. He says not yet my son, time will come.He still needs his children on this earth, to fulfill their mission.He has a plans for me,which I am yet to discover.He teaches me everyday , little by little. Some days I loose direction, trying to understand better on what he wants me to do.